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and i keep asking myself WHY.

you used to make me smile ;
make me laugh ;
make me feel loved.
hold me tight ;
kiss me sweetly ;
care for me deeply.
you made me remembered you
ever so clearly
...even now that you are gone.

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

aw. sabi na nga ba matatapos din [ata] maliligayang araw ko e. hehe. uki lang. hay. bakit ba minsan napakapredictable ng mga pangyayari?parang pelikula, alam mu na agad ang ending. nge. may napagtanto lang ako sa buhay ko. gara. hindi pa rin ako nakakausad? pero uki lang. hay. hay. nakakawalang-ganang magtayp. tas nakikisabay ka pa. parang kelan lang sobrang ok ako sayo. tas ngayon, leste. sabi ko na nga ba e. alam kong mangyayari na to. na pagbalik ko galing retreat e may ganitong mangyayari. [ang galing ko naman.] basta. basta. galing. galing ng buhay. pero di dapat paapekto. parang nung retreat lang yan. pag nainis ako dahil sa maingay na pagkain ng mga kaklase ko, ako lang naiinis at walang naitutulong o nagagawa yun. kaya yun. hindi dapat paapekto. me sarili akong buhay e. bahala ka sa buhay mo. ang gara naman kung ikaw nagpapakasaya sa mundong dati'y pag-aari ko tas ako malunkot dahil sa'yo. hindi fair yun. dapat masaya din ako. at nasaken yun kung magiging masaya ko. ikaw lang naman yan e. anung paki ko sayo?hehe. hay. HAY. napakatamis ng buhay. napakasaya ng daloy nito. minsan pag masaya, ayoko nang masyadong magpakasaya kasi iniisip ko kung anung kalunkutan naman ang kapalit nung kasiyahan na yun. lagi namang ganun e. pag masaya ka ngayon, problemado ka na bukas. ganun ang buhay. para maging balanse. [pode] at kelangang tanggapin ng bawat isa yun. nyok.

KAYA WAG MU KONG TANUNGIN KUNG BAT GANITO KO O KUNG MAY PROBLEMA AKO O KUNG TINATAMAD O PARANG NANLALATA KO. LETSE KA. LETSE. AYOS MU BUHAY MO PARA AYOS TAYO!
THE END OF SOMETHING (G. ALIPE)
Something isn’t right here
I’ve been feeling it for awhile
I used to be uncertain
But things are clearer now
Things are clearer now
between the lines drawn are getting thin
could this be the end of something beautiful?

Am I reaching out to nothing?
Please tell me that I’m not too late
Don’t shut me out take back things said
That were never meant…

Cuz it feels like the end of it all
We’re strangers again
All promise is lost
Cuz it feels like the end of it all
Could this be the end
Of something beautiful?

She makes me feel like I’ve lost it all
No hopeful returns
She’s never returning
Our bitter words that echo
Along these walls tonight take back things said
That were never meant…
She’s caught up in my system
A good drug is so hard to find
Leaving me dry
renounce you off my body
Cuz to be with you once more
I close my eyes.
HAY. AYOS MO!

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|12:16 PM|


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i have long forgotten how to smile ;ever since you`re gone.

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